Kill my ego

I didn’t journey with my drum today, but I did ask some questions while resting after my yoga practise.

I’d lie if I said I am any wiser, but the message I felt like I recieved was to…

Kill my ego.

How odd is that? What does it even mean?

I did ask that, obviously. Everything was very obscure today, and I still don’t feel like I am much wiser.

But what I did gather is that to reach my goals that I’ve set for myself, I need to rid myself of old ideas/agreements that I’ve made with myself – that no longer serve me.

Perhaps not so obscure, after all.

Not sure where the killing my ego fits into this, however. If it’s not the ego that is built of those ideas/agreements, I don’t know.

Regardless; at least I have some sort of inkling of what to do. The contact I had today was almost invisible – I could still see that image of hands clawing through dirt, but if anyone was actually there, I couldn’t see them.

Oh, I also did find myself in the ocean, floating. Not sure why I was there, either.

Lots of stuff I can’t figure out, this time. I’ll just put my trust that it will become more clear over time.

But considering what I’ve done in the past, I see myself coming through this as well.

Might take some work, though.