letting go
It would be an complete lie to say that I’ve lived without shame or guilt. One of the things I’ve been ashamed of, not to mention felt guilty about, is where I live. Well, perhaps not so much where I live, but how I’ve lived here, and what it looks...
I didn’t journey with my drum today, but I did ask some questions while resting after my yoga practise. I’d lie if I said I am any wiser, but the message I felt like I recieved was to… Kill my ego. How odd is that? What does it even mean?...
Today’s journey was.. well, it took me forever to get in. I was (am) tired and unfocused, but I really wanted to so I didn’t let go of my drum – I just kept going. First, I met the Sun – as in astrology or perhaps Tarot, who told me...
I think yesterday, I had another realization. Outside the journey realm, though. Speaking of releasing agreements and the likes, no longer serving you – this is another step on that specific assignment. I realized that not only do I need to let go of the agreements made with my parents...
Since I reconnected with my power animal, I’ve known that I need to start releasing and letting go of all that which holds me back from living my life fully. At first, I didn’t really care what, exactly, just that it was done. But I made a journey today (with...
So, it’s been couple of days since my power animal informed me that she was in need of assistance. She lied. 😀 Well, depending on perspective, she told me the truth. The perspective this should be seen from, is that she mirrored the help that I actually need.
I have been daydreaming, to and fro, for a few months (since January, to be exact). Various things pass by these fantasies, and couple of days, a completely new one appeared all by itself. I’ve been thinking about it since then, and today, I realized something.
Tomorrow is my birthday. That’s the only day in the year that actually means something to me. Or, well, at least it has been. These days, especially this year, there are plenty to celebrate.
It’s been a week, today, since my last chemo therapy. I am finally – finally, done. The level of gratitude is endless, even if I still haven’t really grasped the fact that this is the last time I have to go through the effects, and that the only road ahead...