One thing I find ridiculously annoying, is how easy it is to throw me off my feet. Slightest hint that I am doing something wrong, have done something wrong, am something wrong, or anything to my disadvantage, shatters my entire view of the world and creates a tornado in my...
Ever since I recieved the news that my apartment was up for renovation, I’ve been lacking control. It’s super weird and equally annoying. It’s been about seven months now, and one would think I should’ve gotten back on track. But I haven’t. It’s all in the small things. The year...
I made some sort of a journey yesterday. With my drum. Didn’t do that much, though – or at least I don’t think it did. Doesn’t feel like it, not during, not right after, not now. I did just have an aha-moment, though. A bit different from what I expected,...
It is with great pleasure I can say that, step by step, I am returning to where I was before the examinations for my breast cancer began. In December, I realized that I was too close to going right back into an active sugar addiction again. I decided to change...
I have a very interesting e-mail conversation with a guy I met online at FB Dating. We’ve never met, but we’ve kept in touch for the last 3 or 4 months. In his last e-mail, he mentioned the term routine, in another context than this, but it struck me –...
Now that I’m on the other side of my experience with breast cancer, chemo and radiation, my brain is spinning out of control when it comes to things I’d like to do with my life. They’re not too wild, and could most likely be done. If you know how to...
It’s been a week, today, since my last chemo therapy. I am finally – finally, done. The level of gratitude is endless, even if I still haven’t really grasped the fact that this is the last time I have to go through the effects, and that the only road ahead...
I’ll just use this blog to write about this, since I want to keep it away from social media as much as possible. I really don’t want the over-sympathy that people tend to express, or the fear and turning away. I’m used to dealing with heavy stuff by myself, and...
