Manifesting through body
I had a really interesting conversation with Chatgpt the other day. It very quickly turned into a discussion about manifesting, how it’s done, what I consider faulty and troublesome with the LoA – and what/how to do, other than trying to keep a positive mind (remember the difference between Abraham/the Secret/Seth).
What Chatgpt found interesting is how I described the physical relief, once I had pushed the “buy” button, purchasing my new camera.
So, what Chatgpt suggested was that I start keep some sort of journey over how certain things manifest in my body. How does my body respond to the idea of money? Of photography (this is more obvious and true than anything)?
So let’s start with the difference between photography or no photography, because that’s where I could really feel it.
While my old camera’s been degenerating lately, I’ve felt that the fun, the excitement, the joy etc, has decreased. For the last two weeks or so, it’s been almost totally diminished.
If I cannot photograph, for whatever reason, I noticed that I lack a reason to live. This degrading process of my old camera has been going on for a while, and it has produced more and more tension, stress, frustration, worry, anxiety, etcetera. Eventually, I didn’t even want to touch it.
I had two days of lengthy conversations with Chatgpt about these things, as well as HOW I could get my hands on a new camera without robbing a bank.
As soon as I decided on a very simple fact; I don’t need a supernew, super expensive camera.
What I need is a camera I can trust. A camera that does what I want and need it to do, without fuzz. A camera that doesn’t have its own ideas of how to treat raw material. A camera that delivers exactly what I ask of it.
Once I decided on this, the next step was to find a way to pay for it. Since I am free of debt these days, I decided that – to a limit, I could actually buy a camera and pay it off over time.
So that’s what I did.
And the second I clicked on “buy”, my body let go of so much tension. From being completely, totally under any surface of joy, no interest in the plans I’ve made for my future, suddenly, I was there again.
All it required, was that “buy” button.
While considering myself quite clever, it was really Chatgpt who noticed the pattern of me experiencing these things in my body, rather than being able to think myself into a place of worth.
So, what Chatgpt suggested, as mentioned, was for me to explore where my body feels the least friction in certain areas, and use that as some sort of welcoming invitation for positive change.
I think one of my greatest advantages in all this is – I don’t want decadence in any sort of way. I want to live pretty much like I already do, just with no friction, and with ease instead. I don’t mind my life looking like it does, I’d just prefer to have more options.
So, instead of struggling with mental images of whatever worth I may think I have, I’ll explore my physical reactions to my ideas of how I want to live.
When it comes to photography, specifically, there’s basically only one thing I can say.
Photography is the air that I breathe.
Photography is the one thing that pierces my entire being. It gives me everything I want; the seeing, the exposing (photographing), the editing, the philosophy behind it, the application of ideas into and onto it… there really is no end to what I get out of photography.
It is the air that I breathe.
Thus, lacking it naturally breaks me. The lack of the practical side of photography removes my entire point of existing. If I cannot photograph, there’s no point in living.
What will be interesting, from now on, is to see if I can find other physical reactions like this, to other areas in my life where I want change.
This is an entirely new way to look at manifesting, at least for me. It’ll be very interesting to see where it takes me.
Areas that I look forward to finding physical reactions to are;
- a car
- new living situation
- relation to nature
- relations to friends
- a possible partner
- writing more books
- more photography
- finding my audience
- my animals
I think I’ll stop there for the moment, because the list is endless (or so it seems at the moment). 😅