Weird view of…


What a weird experience. 😮

For the past couple of days, I’ve been working intensely on producing digital stuff for a) a new blog, b) educational material for a course I’m having this fall.

And only just now, few minutes ago, I realized that my entire view of myself in the world, has shifted.

Before, I saw myself as part of the world. One individual, walking about on top of the Earth. On the ground of Earth, that is.

But also, that I was powerless, unable to control anything around me.

What happened just now, is that I feel like I’m walking on a glacier of ice. It’s slippery as hell, and I am gliding around, all over it. It’s like walking on a surface of glass, sort of.

And it is. It is like walking on glass, because it feels like I’m walking above the ground. High above it, which gives me quite the overview of – everything.

This gives an entire new perspective of what my power animal and the rest of them gave me, a week+ ago – they gave me the allowing-myself-to-move. And this feels like a whole new way of understanding that motion.

Because from this perspective, I can pick and choose. I can also move pieces, not only myself, like a chess board.

I need to explore this.

Really.

If this is a way of… being, I need to learn how to keep it steady. I like the feeling, even if it is a bit lonely up here, and perhaps a bit windy as well.

😀

And this is not even coming from a journey. The experience was just there, first visual, then realization, then beginning to understand.

This is so cool.

Have I mentioned that I really love being connected to my people, in there? Oh man, this is amazing.


  • 2024-09-17