lessons
Had a nice conversation with an old friend the other day. We spoke about manifesting, and I raised the question – why DO I suck at manifesting? Yesterday, I got a message with some information on a book that says… Continue reading
So, after my very last chemo, I am experiencing a very odd sensation of having a smell or taste of poison inside my body. I feel like I stink toxic on the inside, and I feel like I can smell… Continue reading
I had an experience today, where someone brought me down from my high horses. I think and I feel like I am beginning to become an amazing person, for so many reasons. Yet, there are things about me that I’m… Continue reading
I usually say that I inherited most from my mother’s destructive patterns and beliefs, but frankly – one of the greatest gifts, I got from my dad. And it’s funny, because he did not believe in anything but the material,… Continue reading
If I don’t misrecall, I wrote – or at least began writing a post about stuff that I am learning through my journey with chemo therapy. However, for the last couple of days, I’ve thought about it some more, and… Continue reading
I had my third chemo last Thursday (next Friday/Saturday presently). It’s been a difficult week, as I’ve learned first week after the treatment is. Also very different from the two first ones – not to mention tiresome.
Just to recollect… Continue reading
Third day after surgery, and I’m still exhausted. A little less exhausted than yesterday, but still – tired as hell. I am beginning to realize that perhaps I need to start a new thought process about this. I’m a bit… Continue reading
So, I’m closing in on surgery for the tumour in my boob. Today, tomorrow – and then it’s time to remove it. And for some reason, I am getting really, really nervous. Very close to fearful and terrified. I think… Continue reading
Today’s gratitude will be focused on the relationship I’ve had with the englishman living in Uppsala, for the past seven months. It’s been a long, long time since I dabbled in these things, and while this one didn’t work out… Continue reading
I did something new today. I listened to om chanting during my yoga practice, which actually did some good in quieting my mind. I usually tend to think of all sorts of things, and I wanted to try and see… Continue reading
