teachings
So, after my very last chemo, I am experiencing a very odd sensation of having a smell or taste of poison inside my body. I feel like I stink toxic on the inside, and I feel like I can smell… Continue reading
If I don’t misrecall, I wrote – or at least began writing a post about stuff that I am learning through my journey with chemo therapy. However, for the last couple of days, I’ve thought about it some more, and… Continue reading
It’s been couple of days since my first chemo – technically, it’s Tuesday (2.08am), thus five days since my first chemo. It’s been some really weird days, and I wanted to write somethings down, just to remember since I fear… Continue reading
Being who I am, I’m always interested in finding something to learn from what I experience. This whole situation with cancer is no different. Especially since it is not my first encounter with it. I lost both my parents, my… Continue reading
So, I’m closing in on surgery for the tumour in my boob. Today, tomorrow – and then it’s time to remove it. And for some reason, I am getting really, really nervous. Very close to fearful and terrified. I think… Continue reading
So, I broke my own promise to do an entire week of gratitude, before I even got halfway through. 😀 I got caught up in some other stuff (Thomas är Tone), and completely forgot. But here we go,… Continue reading
I did something new today. I listened to om chanting during my yoga practice, which actually did some good in quieting my mind. I usually tend to think of all sorts of things, and I wanted to try and see… Continue reading
My contact with the spirits, guides, power animals et cetera, existing in the world found on the inside of my skull, has gotten stuck. Again. This does happen ever so often, and stays stuck for periods of time, of various… Continue reading
So, perhaps five months or so ago, I recieved a new power animal in one of my journeys. She was very insistant, and forced her way through. I’ve never had an experience like that, so needless to say, I was… Continue reading