The Artist
For the last couple of days, I’ve been asking for guidance on my journey forward, through the process of “moving into my new life”, as I like to talk about it. I actually like it, said like that. However, today, I was shown a stage – much like in a circus, actually, with a spotlight. I was given the impression that after my last lesson, I am now left on my own for a while to test my wings – my artistery.
It’s flattering, being trusted that I can do this on my own – for a while, at least. I’ve been practising this “painting” experience with movement, especially in my yoga practise. I find the imagery very, very useful. Not only does it show me how to create and paint my visions, but also how to be present in the moment.
I know I keep repeating myself, but oh boy, what a journey this is. The help, the assistance, the guidance, the everything that I recieve from the crowd inside my head – it’s bloody amazing. Some of them are more present than others. My power animal most of them all. Even my parents have been very helpful at times. It is very odd, meeting them in there – it is so very different from my physical life experiences with them.
This whole idea of seeing myself as the Artist is also very useful. The mermaid made it so incredibly clear to me how it’s done.
You know, this is why I love being in touch with all these guides, so very much. They show and make me understand through images that makes sense to me. And there has to have been a shift within myself this last year (since I began yoga, really), because I’ve never had such close, tight contact with them before.
I’m not sure what – or even if, I am supposed to do something more with this, than taking care of myself and creating my life the way I want it.
And speaking of which; perhaps I should ask the question just how detailed I am to be when stepping into the role of the Artist. If I am to create, for example, a loving and healthy partnership with someone – do I need to go into detail about what I want/don’t want, or do I just leave it in very general terms?
I’m not sure that I’ll be getting any answers to that question. 😀 I think they want to see me in action, rather than asking for help every other minute.
So I guess it’s time to step up, enter the game, and become this person that I want to be (and through most perspectives, already am). Not to mention, start using the energy that I have, paint with it, create, move into, and enjoy.
This is very exciting, indeed. I am so used to wanting and dreaming so much about what I want, but not knowing how to get there. Right now, everything is so very new – this whole mindset is so different from that which I’m leaving behind. I can do it – I can feel it, but I’d lie if I said I am experienced with it.
But I do have the support of so many; all of those who I have been and will become, and myself – not to mention my power animal, my guides, all the energies I take inspiration from, the elements – and all the rest.