Manifesting from balance
Had a nice conversation with an old friend the other day. We spoke about manifesting, and I raised the question – why DO I suck at manifesting? Yesterday, I got a message with some information on a book that says manifesting should be done from a state of balance rather than positive thinking.
Balance. ♥
That makes so much more sense to me. While I don’t mind positive thinking – it’s a much more enjoyable way of thinking, rather than being negative, I still don’t think it’s fair to force oneself into that. Life is about so much more than being overly positive 100% of the time (which is how I percieve and understand the whole concept).
Balance, however. Balance is one of the most beautiful words I know.
Balance. ♥
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So I’ve been thinking about one of the things that I want to manifest, which so far hasn’t worked at all. Namely; the fact that I want to live in a cottage in the woods, no neighbours and lots of animals.
It’s been only for the last couple of days it’s dawned on me that perhaps I need to start living that life before I even have it. Perhaps I need to change myself before I get to the life I want.
And by that I mean – perhaps I really need to start working on changing my home for it to become what I want, rather than being annoyed that it’s not what I want.
There’s a difference.
At the moment, my main train of thought is creating a forest inside, since I presently am not living in the forest. And by bringing the forest inside, I mainly think of choosing wallpapers and colours that come from the forest, rural, flowers, living things et cetera.
I think I am going to start focusing on just that – creating my home with nature as a strong influence. I already have parts of nature inside, but I’ll make it even stronger.
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I really like the idea of manifesting out of balance, rather than the positive thinking. I think I’ll find it much easier, even, to create out of balance and even reason. Some of the things that I want are, at least from the point of reality where I’m at, quite unreasonable.
This will be a very interesting experiment. I think I’ll give myself what’s left of this year to start embarking on a journey of creation – from balance. Nature wants and creates balance. Animals requite balance to function. I need balance to function.
Why haven’t I ever thought of this before?
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I find it interesting that I, within this whole concept as I (choose to) percieve it, also find meanings such as self-care, nurturing, self-love, and so on. I find that really, truly curious. And much, much more promising than the words of Abraham has ever been, to me.
And I think I feel like that because this (to me) is all about creating and manifesting within reason, from what’s actually here and now, instead of trying to reach a vision that is so beyond everything.
I am most certainly coming back to this. ♥