Resting after my yoga practise today (yesterday, if one’s being picky with the hours), I didn’t journey per se, but I was given a quite odd experience. I was being pulled down a long (superlong) sort of pipe made of Earth. It was tight and dark, but the speed of...
Had a nice conversation with an old friend the other day. We spoke about manifesting, and I raised the question – why DO I suck at manifesting? Yesterday, I got a message with some information on a book that says manifesting should be done from a state of balance rather...
So, after my very last chemo, I am experiencing a very odd sensation of having a smell or taste of poison inside my body. I feel like I stink toxic on the inside, and I feel like I can smell that same sour, bitter and musty taste on my body....
I had an experience today, where someone brought me down from my high horses. I think and I feel like I am beginning to become an amazing person, for so many reasons. Yet, there are things about me that I’m not proud of, that I don’t particularily like or enjoy,...
I usually say that I inherited most from my mother’s destructive patterns and beliefs, but frankly – one of the greatest gifts, I got from my dad. And it’s funny, because he did not believe in anything but the material, physical reality that most people stay within.
If I don’t misrecall, I wrote – or at least began writing a post about stuff that I am learning through my journey with chemo therapy. However, for the last couple of days, I’ve thought about it some more, and there are a few things that are getting more clear...
I had my third chemo last Thursday (next Friday/Saturday presently). It’s been a difficult week, as I’ve learned first week after the treatment is. Also very different from the two first ones – not to mention tiresome.
Third day after surgery, and I’m still exhausted. A little less exhausted than yesterday, but still – tired as hell. I am beginning to realize that perhaps I need to start a new thought process about this. I’m a bit perplexed about it, but perhaps I do need to.
So, I’m closing in on surgery for the tumour in my boob. Today, tomorrow – and then it’s time to remove it. And for some reason, I am getting really, really nervous. Very close to fearful and terrified. I think what I fear the most is the surgery itself. I’ve...
Today’s gratitude will be focused on the relationship I’ve had with the englishman living in Uppsala, for the past seven months. It’s been a long, long time since I dabbled in these things, and while this one didn’t work out – I still learned a thing or two from it....
