Now that I’m on the other side of my experience with breast cancer, chemo and radiation, my brain is spinning out of control when it comes to things I’d like to do with my life. They’re not too wild, and could most likely be done. If you know how to go about it, of course.
First of all – I still want to live in a cottage somewhere far out, with no people close-by. This fall is full of midgets, so at the moment I’m ok with not being in the forest – but it needs to be in nature.
Secondly, I came up with the idea that it’d be so interesting to travel around Sweden, perhaps Scandinavia, to visit sacred places. Not religiously sacred, but spiritually sacred places. Sala Silvergruva (Silvermine) is one of those, but I’ve been there. There are so many out there, I don’t know any of them, and it’d just be very interesting. I could even see myself creating a Youtube channel about this.
Thirdly, those travels – at first, I saw myself travelling by van, or at least car. But just few minutes ago, I thought of travelling by horse and carriage. It’d be so cool to travel around with horses and a carriage – preferably one where it’s possible to sleep, and actually live in on the road.
I have somewhat come to terms with the fact that I may end up being single for the rest of my life. But for all these things, I think I may want a partner. I have no idea if the right person is out there, but I hope so. Other people manage to find the right person for them, so why shouldn’t I?
I’m not sure if it’ll be possible to do all these things. I mean, I already have hobbies. Living in a cottage – for sure. But the travelling part might be tricky. Perhaps if I lived in that cottage with my partner, and we travelled together, but not full-time.
We’ll see. Perhaps my life will continue as boring as it is.
It’s a bit weird, having all these ideas, not knowing if any of them will come true. I really hope at least one of them do – and if I had to choose, I’d pick living in that cottage. Thumbs up for safety and security, before anything else.
