I have always been highly sceptical of AI. I never liked it, due to it’s lack of humanity. On top of that, I’ve found it hard to see that I could ever have any use of it. Unlike many others, I dislike the idea of using it for creating anything...
teachings
Resting after my yoga practise today (yesterday, if one’s being picky with the hours), I didn’t journey per se, but I was given a quite odd experience. I was being pulled down a long (superlong) sort of pipe made of Earth. It was tight and dark, but the speed of...
So, after my very last chemo, I am experiencing a very odd sensation of having a smell or taste of poison inside my body. I feel like I stink toxic on the inside, and I feel like I can smell that same sour, bitter and musty taste on my body....
If I don’t misrecall, I wrote – or at least began writing a post about stuff that I am learning through my journey with chemo therapy. However, for the last couple of days, I’ve thought about it some more, and there are a few things that are getting more clear...
It’s been couple of days since my first chemo – technically, it’s Tuesday (2.08am), thus five days since my first chemo. It’s been some really weird days, and I wanted to write somethings down, just to remember since I fear this may be hidden in haze once this is all...
Being who I am, I’m always interested in finding something to learn from what I experience. This whole situation with cancer is no different. Especially since it is not my first encounter with it. I lost both my parents, my granddads and my youngest uncle to cancer, so obviously there...
So, I’m closing in on surgery for the tumour in my boob. Today, tomorrow – and then it’s time to remove it. And for some reason, I am getting really, really nervous. Very close to fearful and terrified. I think what I fear the most is the surgery itself. I’ve...
So, I broke my own promise to do an entire week of gratitude, before I even got halfway through. 😀 I got caught up in some other stuff (Thomas är Tone), and completely forgot. But here we go, continuing with some gratitude.
I did something new today. I listened to om chanting during my yoga practice, which actually did some good in quieting my mind. I usually tend to think of all sorts of things, and I wanted to try and see if there was a difference. At some point last year,...
My contact with the spirits, guides, power animals et cetera, existing in the world found on the inside of my skull, has gotten stuck. Again. This does happen ever so often, and stays stuck for periods of time, of various lengths. This time, it’s been couple of days, and I...