I’m about to start working with my Tarot deck, choosing which energies I want to work on down the road. My guess is (I haven’t started yet) that I’ll choose the Empress, the Fool, the.. oh, what’s his name – the one who points his hands upwards and downwards –...
I just listened to/watched the beginning of a video with Richard Grannon, where he speaks of ego and shadow work. I’m mainly interested in shadow work, and while listening, I googled very quickly. Read one of the results briefly, and found a sentence that really stuck with me.
During on of my journeys – I don’t remember which one, or in which context – but at some point, I recieved some sort of message that contained the word storyteller. I think I am supposed to become a storyteller of some sort, I just don’t know how/when/where/why, and so...
So, after my very last chemo, I am experiencing a very odd sensation of having a smell or taste of poison inside my body. I feel like I stink toxic on the inside, and I feel like I can smell that same sour, bitter and musty taste on my body....
It’s been a week, today, since my last chemo therapy. I am finally – finally, done. The level of gratitude is endless, even if I still haven’t really grasped the fact that this is the last time I have to go through the effects, and that the only road ahead...
I just a few minutes ago realized something, which was QUITE the insight for me. 😮 Seriously – I’ve never thought about this specific matter, in this way. It’s superinteresting, and something that I am most definitely going to start working on.
I had an experience today, where someone brought me down from my high horses. I think and I feel like I am beginning to become an amazing person, for so many reasons. Yet, there are things about me that I’m not proud of, that I don’t particularily like or enjoy,...
I usually say that I inherited most from my mother’s destructive patterns and beliefs, but frankly – one of the greatest gifts, I got from my dad. And it’s funny, because he did not believe in anything but the material, physical reality that most people stay within.
When going through miserable times, such as chemo therapy, it’s important to find ways to pull through. I found one, quite unexpectedly, but both useful and effective. I found Me, Myself and I – but not in the sense that I’ve done before. Oh, I still have all the people...
If I don’t misrecall, I wrote – or at least began writing a post about stuff that I am learning through my journey with chemo therapy. However, for the last couple of days, I’ve thought about it some more, and there are a few things that are getting more clear...
