I’m about to start working with my Tarot deck, choosing which energies I want to work on down the road. My guess is (I haven’t started yet) that I’ll choose the Empress, the Fool, the.. oh, what’s his name – the one who points his hands upwards and downwards – and quite possibly, also the READ MORE
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Shadow work
I just listened to/watched the beginning of a video with Richard Grannon, where he speaks of ego and shadow work. I’m mainly interested in shadow work, and while listening, I googled very quickly. Read one of the results briefly, and found a sentence that really stuck with me.
Storytelling
During on of my journeys – I don’t remember which one, or in which context – but at some point, I recieved some sort of message that contained the word storyteller. I think I am supposed to become a storyteller of some sort, I just don’t know how/when/where/why, and so on. In which context?
Releasing poison
So, after my very last chemo, I am experiencing a very odd sensation of having a smell or taste of poison inside my body. I feel like I stink toxic on the inside, and I feel like I can smell that same sour, bitter and musty taste on my body. It really is disgusting.
New truths
It’s been a week, today, since my last chemo therapy. I am finally – finally, done. The level of gratitude is endless, even if I still haven’t really grasped the fact that this is the last time I have to go through the effects, and that the only road ahead is that of recovery.
Reflection
I just a few minutes ago realized something, which was QUITE the insight for me. 😮 Seriously – I’ve never thought about this specific matter, in this way. It’s superinteresting, and something that I am most definitely going to start working on.
Lack of –
I had an experience today, where someone brought me down from my high horses. I think and I feel like I am beginning to become an amazing person, for so many reasons. Yet, there are things about me that I’m not proud of, that I don’t particularily like or enjoy, and sometimes, even ashamed of. READ MORE
Life force
I usually say that I inherited most from my mother’s destructive patterns and beliefs, but frankly – one of the greatest gifts, I got from my dad. And it’s funny, because he did not believe in anything but the material, physical reality that most people stay within.
Me, Myself and I
When going through miserable times, such as chemo therapy, it’s important to find ways to pull through. I found one, quite unexpectedly, but both useful and effective. I found Me, Myself and I – but not in the sense that I’ve done before. Oh, I still have all the people I’ve been and will become, READ MORE
Chemo lessons
If I don’t misrecall, I wrote – or at least began writing a post about stuff that I am learning through my journey with chemo therapy. However, for the last couple of days, I’ve thought about it some more, and there are a few things that are getting more clear to me. My purpose with READ MORE